Sunday, May 29, 2011

Bobbie's Thoughts: Me, Myself, & I

Bobbie's Thoughts: Me, Myself, & I: "hi everyone, I thought I would just jot down a few lines about myself. I am a trans gendered woman currently in transition as I have state..."

Me, Myself, & I

hi everyone,
I thought I would just jot down a few lines about myself.  I am a trans gendered woman currently in transition as I have stated in my profile. Sometimes I really wonder why that is such a hard concept to follow.  The expression " I am a woman trapped in a man's body" definitely applies to me in every way.  Sometimes I feel down-right imprisoned.  Then  there are those people who get really angry with the fact that I believe myself to be a woman and that is who and what I identify myself as.Sometimes I ask myself why would someone waste the time and energy to be angry with me for something that has absolutely nothing to do with themselves as a person. Then there are those who 'knew' me before my transition process.  Some are extremely supportive and encouraging others, well lets just say ................. I understand that there may be a period of grief for them, thinking that they have lost a friend,  Then there is the reality that I, myself as a person, am no different at all! I really am the same person that I always was but even better!  I've stopped fighting with myself, in short I am no longer in denial.  I am now finally living my life without shame, condemnation, doubt, and fear. I am really free to enjoy myself and live my life freely, wonderfully, and beautifully!  Wouldn't a true friend be truly happy for me? Wouldn't the rest of humanity be joyful, and happy for me?  If God Himself, would not turn me away who else would have that right?

Love you all,
Bobbie